ThE New pHAse Of ouR LiFe, YarRR!!

• dr mei smpi julai ni, it gonna be one of the important moment in our life..
• pursue our education into a higher level..
• this step is one of the waay to get a brighter future..
• tp xsmstnya klo kecundang kt cni, it'll be a doomday for you.. (tp kna buat yg trbek la paper pun)
• the possibilties are beyond boundaries dowh.. huhu..
• in the matter of fact, we have Allah with us rite? so no worry la..
• but u still have to work hard la..

so dh smpi kna thap ni, wat elok2 r.. lgpun idop dh sng skit.. mkan xyah bratur.. klas bkan sparuh ari.. iron xyah r tggu turn cm tggu ktm kt kl central wktu pjabat kuar.. haha.. panjang lak simile ak.. sbilik pun 3, 4 org.. bkn smpi 20 org cm dlu.. alih2 mka ko, ak.. ko, ak.. haha.. than la korg..

dh infrastruktur klas prtma, jgn r mentaliti klas ketiga lak kn.. mmg r cuak sbb nk blaja bnda yg higher level die.. tp bak kta KUtu, wktu spm leh push, insyaAllah yg ni pun leh push gak an utk dpt kjayaan yg bsyik masyuk.. positive thinking mau ada maa.. it's not the mountain we conquer, but ourselves. - edmund hillary (1st person to climb Mount Everest).. jgn lupa restu mak ayh, n ckgu2.. n doakn kwn2 len utk sma2 brjaya lam sume bidang.. asal skema abis nih..

With every step, you climb another mountain

Every breath, it's harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge

What if today is as good as it gets?

Don't know where the future's heading

But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line

I risked being safe but I always knew why

Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams

They take you by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries.

MY d'DAY...

~19 jun aritu.. besday gue.. huhu

~rmi ag an yg sma ; rabihah (kisas), fatimah (db) n len2 la..

~brtambah r lg warga perak kt msia ni..

~moga kta yg mningkat usianya ni lbih matang n aware ngan ap yg brlaku..

~pesal ak mrepek cam mak nenek ni..

~tatau r..

~anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY N HAPPY BECOMING BIRTHDAY kpd sume kengkawanku ek..

~so jgn blame ak klo x ucap ek.. ak dh ucap kt sni.. awal lg tu bg yg coming soon nih..

janaa.. daa..

PENGANIAYAAN KPD 'BLOOD VESSELS'KU @ PENGANIAYAAN BLOOD VESSELS KPD AKU..

Ak g med check up kt tjg malim…Kna RM 120 (syahdunya..)
So proses amik drah pn dmlakn la..GENG! Pengembaraan brmula.. hehe

Sorg akak ni pun pgg la tgn ak.. tpuk2 skit.. nk cri urat..
Mla ngan tgn knan.. kt blkg tpak tgn..
Bla jarum tu msuk.. ilek la dolu.. jd iron lady skit..
Ak tgk kt tiub yg msuk kt tgn ak tu..
Aik.. stitik pn xder.. die trik blik jrum tu..

Ble jd cmni, lg sorg akak dtg tlg skali..
Dorg g lak kt blah knan pnya..
2 org efisien skit kot.. (na na na..)
Sorg tgk syringe.. sorg ag msukkn jrum stlah tgn ak dtpuk tmpar..
Ble xde drah kuar, akak tu suh yg sorg ag kona skit..
Wat lap cm fast n furious tu.. die dlamkn skit jrum tu..
Ak? Asyik masyuk dowh.. selawat mmnjang la ak..
Wktu tu ak dh rsa cm asal dri kerabat bionic.. xpn terminator..
Xder drah n urat… bpak ak.. xyah ckap r mka..
Cm pm pk msalah ngara.. huhu..

Pastu die g lak yg kt siku tu..
Proses yg sma cm kt ats.. pstu drah kuar..
Syukur gle.. tp kjap je.. pstu brenti..
Ble msukkn lam test tube tu.. xsmpi 5 titik.. haha
Ak pn bg cdgn bernas kt akak tu..
“ape kta akak tipu je test ni.. grenti ok pnya..”
Msti la die kta xleh.. haha

Pastu siku blah knan lak.. tp bkan kt tmpt slalu amik tu..
Kt tpi skit.. kt situ ak rsa len mcm.. sakit thap dewa..
Adudeh.. cm reaksi ble cili boh dmsukkn lam minyak yg ngah pnas gle..
Syuuzzzz… cmtu la ak rsa.. mka akak tu pn len mcm..
Pstu die trik blik jrum n seraya brkata..
“blik ni klu tgn bgkak, tuam tau..” Huh??

Pstu kt siku blah knan lg skali.. ttp xmmbuahkn hasil..
Then die bncg something ngan akak lg sorg tu..
Then she said “ klu adk g klinik ***** bleh x..
Suh doc tlg amikkn.. ktorg xjmpa urat adik la”
Lpas die bg sgala radas n resit, ktorg g la klinik tu..

Wktu msuk lam blik doc tu, riang ria lak doc tu sapa ak..
Ak cm boh layan je sbb skit gle tgn ak..
Die tnya ak dorg cucuk kt mna.. ak ckap la ad 5 tmpat..
Trkzut woo bliau.. then die amik radas die sndri..
Doc tu bca basmalah n selawat..
Tnya la nk smbg mna lpas ni (wktu tu die dh sapu bius)
Ak jwb je nk smbg u sbb lam kpala ak pk..
‘lpas ni jd spongebob la ak.. bdan brlubang2)
Tup2 ak tgk syringe tu pnuh gle ngan drah..
“lajunya drah tu kuar”.. slamber je ak ckap..
Doc tu ckap sng je sbnrnya.. ak pn lega gle..
Mmg ak bkn krabat bionic n trmnator la..

Blik umah ak bka r plaster..
Bpak r.. lebam x igt uh.. pdahal cucuk kecik je.. skang bsar cm saiz tlur..
Then drah beku n urat hijo tu brtapak la kt tgn ak utk 5,6 ari kot..
Sengal2 la skit klo angkat bnda brat.. haha.. padan mka ak..

P/s: jgn biarkn urat anda tggelam krana ia akn mmakan dri… haha

THE CLIMB

lets see what miley got to say bout determination, courage n patience.. it wasnt always bout the result.. its about how hard u try to make it work..

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying

You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move i make feels

lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

i'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And i, i gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on..

Keep on moving,

keep climbing

Keep the faith,

It's all about,

it's all about the climb
Keep your faith, whoa

HoW to Be fABulouS n FulL Of gLamOroUs...

heya, gurls.. kt sni ak nk share skit psal tips cmner nk brgaya.. kt luar umah or dlam umah.. pndai2 r separate yg mna luar n dlam.. n ini adalah tips, bknnya kmestian.. it's up to u..

1. don't overdo accesories..
- klu yer pn korg nk nmpak different or bru blik bli glang smpi siku dr chow kit, pada2 la yer.. jgn smpi aksesori tu mnenggelamkn korg.. bag, topi, rntai, glang n sgala bagai prhiasan jgn la bsr or bnyk sgt klu bdn korg kcik.. utk beg plak , jgn kembung sgt mcm korg isi beg tu ngan brg korg sbb bru bnuh some1 kt KL pastu cdg nk lari ke mexico (i'm not talking bout beg balik kg yer).. just be moderate n xobvious sgt.. bru cool..

2. buy the best pair of jeans for ur body..

- meaning nya kt sni, kna ukur jeans di kaki sndri.. jgn pkai yg bsar sgt cm koboi nk bwak lmbu die g jlan2 kt pdang rmput.. n jgn ktat sgt.. bkn shaja slah d sisi agama tp bley jga mnyukarkn prgrakan seharian anda.. bli yg muat n agak longgar.. klu nk pkai kt lam umah tu blkg kira..

3. don't paint ur face..
- ni lg satu prob pmpn.. make up mka cam gna kaler luna ats paper je.. jgn obvious (overshadow) or org akn kta yg u ni bru blik keje circus.. tips kt sni, plih satu bhgn yg korg rsa best kt muka tu n tumpu kt situ jer.. klu tgk muka model kt runway tu mmg la best tp tu dh mmg identiti dorg.. n 1 more, kluxnk brgaya skali pn jgn la smpi kuar umah xpkai paper kt muka tu.. kang org igt bru blik dr shooting 'sifu & tongga plak.. buh bdak n pkai lip balm skit utk mghalang bbir korg kring wktu pnas or lam air-cond..

4. don't rock ugly shoes around town..

-kta mst igt, slipar yg korg pkai g pntai kt malibu tu xssuai msuk mjlis rasmi.. bg pmpn, bley pkai high heels n skang dh ader yg dbuat dr gtah utk mngurangkn bunyi.. tp jgn la pkai smpi 5 inci wlupn cntik, nnt trtungging kt tgh jlan pastu kna gelek ngan steamroller, x ke jd kes CSI nnt.. huhu, buat naya je.. so plih yg ssuai.. bg laki, klu pkai ksut klit, rjin2 la brsihkn.. jgn smpi bla korg bka kasut tu, org2 d skliling pkai topeng mka cm kt mexico.. haru tu nmanya..

5. dont use 'mesin rumput' to cut ur hair..

- huhu.. slalunya pmpn xde prob psal ni tp laki yer.. kdg2 style dorg plik2.. cm bru lpas fight gna psau n garpu.. tu yg rmbut ala2 woody woodpecker tu.. huhu.. bg laki, mostly pnampilan dorg depends kt rmbut haha.. mahkota la ktakn.. so ptg la lawa2 n kmas2.. klu pmpn xper, bab2 rmbut ni dh khatam dh..

6. do work a trend..

- brpkaian la mgikut msa.. bkn mnddahkn aurat tp skang bnyk bju yg mnutup aurat n brgaya.. n 1 more, kna pdankn dgn usia la.. klu dh dewasa, bju kiki lala xssuai dh.. bju yg ssuai ngan shamsul yusof xkn ssuai utk shamsul ghau2.. kna up-to-trend tp brpada2 la yer..

7. dont wear the denim tuxedo..

- ni mknanya dr ats smpi bwh, 1 bdan die pkai denim.. mgkn laki la yg ad probability utk buat.. denim ni lawa tp it has to be 1 item at a time.. klu bnyk2 die nmpk plik.. klu ad gak yg pkai, dsyorkn la utk jmpa therapist..

8. dont overpluck ur eyebrow..

-ni slalu pmpn yg wat tp rsanya xdela yg antara kta wat.. just selitkn je.. ble sme dh dcabut, mta akn nmpk kosong.. cam telur.. pastu ble lukis, akn nmpk plik n garang.. so klu nk join geng mafia tu bley la.. so, xyah la cabut, kesimpulannya..

9. dont over beddazle..

- huhu.. pkai paper pn jgn la brkilau sgt.. dr kpala smpi kaki labuci, ape kehalnya? moderate ckup.. klu shining sgt, ngalahkn lampu disko, smpn je la bju tu.. sok2 anak korg bley wat artwork gna bju tu..

10. dont wear clothe too fit..

- xde kot antara kta yg wat.. bg sape yg pkai la, mgkn dorg rsa brgaya tp sbnrnya x..( pk la sndri).. if da clothe is too big or too small, org tu akn nmpk weird.. ssetengah org trlalu obses ngan saiz bju, smpi saiz bdan sndri x amik pduli.. xke pelik nmanya tu.. kt sni la ppatah mlayu bley dpraktikkn "ukur baju di bdan sndri.. huhu..

so, guys.. ni tips jer.. prkongsian, ok.. n dtegaskn skali lg, bkn utk mggalakkn mslimat brtabarruj yer.. korg pk la sndri.. mna yg ptut indoor jgn la di'outdoor'kan.. btas agma ttp kna djga yer..

MENJENGAH KE ALAM KEDEWASAAN...

as we all know, kisas ader wat prgrm utk dak2 akaun wktu holiday aritu.. ak slah sorg yg trlibat r.. wat kt alor star, kdah.. ngan tikah sob.. mla2 kcut prut r gak.. cam ape jer.. imagine r, 2 org bdak 18 thun dlm klgn org yg berumur 26-50 thun.. cam ikan sake dlm kolam ikan maguro.. (perumpamaan ak) huhu..

1st org yg ckap ngan ktorg - en rashid a.k.a pen pengurus cawangan.. baik n sgt rmah.. org klntn.. die ckap kdah tp dialek klate.. klu dgr die brucap, mmg skit prut glak.. 1st bnda ak blaja, cmner nk jwb call.. ak bajet "huk aloh, bnda cmni.. kacang menglembu jer.." alih2, bpak susah.. ader 8 line.. klu 1 bnyi yg len diam, orait gak.. ni 1 bnyi yg lg 3 pn galak nk bunyi.. parkinson ak kt situ sbb tatau nk catch up cmner.. tp stlah sbln diasah bkat, hahaha.. bley dktakan agk brjaya la.. tu yg ak wat wktu duk kt unit operasi..

lpas sbln, ak g duk kt unit kredit.. unit ni sgt riang ria.. yer la, bg htg.. saper xnk.. mmg best duk sni.. under pn hamidah (yg jga mrupakan mentor ak utk program ni).. bliau ialah ktua unit bhgn kredit.. sgt baik hati, pnyayang, caring n sme yg best la.. salute kt bliau utk cra nk settle probs.. bajet cawangn sentiasa dicapai.. huhu.. cm setiausaha sulit wilayah utara lak ak.. kak linda, kak rini, abg matdee, abg man, abg li n rmi lg.. sumenyer sporting habis.. yer laa, sumenyer mak bpak org so dorg fham la sikap ktorg yg msih kcil ni.. huhu.. kt sini, ak keje bka file.. bka file ni bkan bka pstu ttup, tp kta mwujudkan data sorg peminjam dlm fail tu.. wat keje ni kna gna tenet bank rakyat (intranet).. kat situ dh ade dorg pnya sistem.. spga,ccris,ctos n watsoeva la..
tang ni xbest klu tenet prob.. lmbt wat keje..

smbil2 tu ak tlg gak bhgn susulan.. susulan ni kutip hutang (yg tlah dberikn oleh unit kredit).. so byg la how they r working.. like hell (sori.. language).. bkn sng nk ktip htg.. besa la mnusia.. pnjam reti, bg baliknya idak.. ntahpaperntah.. so dorg agk stressful n aalways bz to keep in touch n deal with da org-ssah-byr-htg-ni.. antara yg garang- en zul n.. eh, cam die sorg jer.. yg len tgk thap stress la.. kt bhgn ni bka radio sinar, kt unit kredit bka hot.fm.. tgh keje pn leh dgr radio ooo.. jgn memain..

tp yg best kt BRAS ni, early in da morning dorg akan mlakan dgr zkir pastu doa then tazkirah.. cam kt kisas dowh.. mmg respek r.. stiap pagi jmaat akn ade bcaan yasin.. alhamdulillah.. n yg lg brkali2 gnda lg best, lpas bca yasin akn ade knduri.. asyik masyuk siot.. huhu.. rzeki jgn dtolak.. lauk die perghh.. ala2 htel 3 bntang.. slalunya ade yg blanja or klu ade paper event, bank yg blanja.. cam bla ktorg nk abis, wat knduri nasi mnyak.. sedap wooo.. tp tader r nmpk cam org kbulur kn. haha..

paper pn ak n klu bley korg pn amik pgjrn.. ak tgk staf2 kt sni sgt tekun wat keje.. xkra msa rehat, still keje.. n yg lg mmbanggakn dorg adalah sorg ibu bapa.. dh pnat ngan sgala probs n sgala keje kt office, nk blik mghadap umah plak.. ngan anak la, suami la, isteri la.. cam perit je ble dorg ckp "kak shah xleh balik lg.. kna blik kul 7 kot. jam lg.. blik umah nk sdiakn mknn lg..chores lg.." alahai.. parents kta juga 99% mmpnyai situasi yg sma tp dorg pndamkn jer.. 'keje-itu tanggungjawab ibu bapa.. anak2 xprlu trbeban dgnnya.. kami mnyediakn tmpt blajr, brlindung n kperluan utk hdup.. n kasih syg.. tggjwb kamu ialah, taat kpada Tuhan, ibu bapa dan blajar utk mnjd org yg bergna dlm klgn msyrkt ..' itu adalh kta2 stiap ibu bpa kpada anknya wlupn x prnh mnzahirkannya.. adeii.. leleh la plak.. so, geng! pengembaraan brmula.. jgn kcewakn parents.. they have done so much for us.. to mak n abah, i got these 1,2,3,4..
"ThEre'S ONly 1 thiNg 2 dO 3 wOrDs 4 yOU.. I LOVE YOU.."